A Call For Action

Rarely do I ask for this kind of help. In fact, I don't think I ever have. Lately my world seems like it is crumbling with one heartbreaking disaster after another. I'm scared, I'm tired and I'm completely losing faith and maybe even hope. I find myself today just simply asking for your prayers. For my son Gabriel, for my mom, for me and for our family. I can't really go into detail today, because I will break just by telling you and I"m still holding out for some kind of miracle. I just need the love and prayers from others to lift us and help us because I'm honestly too tired and defeated to pray myself. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I don't even think God hears me at all.....

It's hard for me to even find the words today to express how I"m feeling, so I will leave it up to one of my favorite poets, Cleo Wade. She writes:

Before These

you ask me how I am doing

I say fine

(I'm not fine)

I am feeling one million different things

all at once

and as I stare out of the window at nothing

(which has now become everything)

I don't understand why

I can't find the words for this

how do you describe one million feelings

that hit you all at once

what were the things I used to worry about before

these new and unfamiliar worries arrived

what were

the one million things I thought about before

these one million moved in

-Cleo Wade

My wings are broken, Please help me fly. Much love-M